It is possible and maybe reasonable to accuse me of self-pity. All I do is either work in the shop or as a doctor and I live with the feeling that I don't achieve enough within the time given. "You wanted it like this, nobody forced you to do that and buy a big bicycle shop". I guess all the micro-humiliations at my GP work and the shortcomings I feel made me yearn for a field of work where I am in control of things, and create and improve to my liking.
JollyBikes, so far, provides me that, however I have to live with the fact that this opened a new area of shortcomings, due to pure lack of my time and my insecurity what to delegate and what not. Painfully slowly things are coming into shape here. Procedures have to be standardised and streamlined, things we should have need to be sourced and training needs to be be received and given.
Excuse me when I stop writing now - I have to do things...
